i don't wanna fall for him. i don't wanna have that super long crushes on anyone anymore.i don't wanna keep thinking about him when there are others who wants me but all i can think of is how you treated me, how you made me feel like myself. how secure i felt. how different. it sucks, and its troubling me to the core. i just wanna feel zero right now and you're letting me do that. i saw someone who looked just like him in church today, and man, was my concentration gone for that whole time. fcuked up la. IDON'TNEEDTHIS.
since everyone is already on their way out of my life, you left much earlier and the rest is on their way,
i feel like i don't have anyone anymore.
peace out xD
