heck, its been a long tiring week. mind boggling, soul exhausting. but nevertheless, IMHOMEYEAH. :):):)
i'm gonna sleep and sleep my ass off all day and take my baby for a ride. haha. it took me so long to realise that being here, at home is the only thing that makes me happy. truly happy. no worries, no problemos, no idiots to make me go crazy. yoloyoloyolo~ no assholes to blame me for everything. no guilt to carry.
i gotta admit. i was pretty excited to go home but got a lil' damped coz i thought i had to end up going home alone, well got sorta left in a daze but, no, i made my way babeh. i guess, i increased my independence level a bit la, improved coz i had guts to go n ask a junior if i could follow her to the station, lagi2 someone i was not very keen of but heck la, i had to go home. i had to de-stress. so i pun followed her and here i am, in my own casa (home) and am i not glad to be here.. AHAHA :D
and then you had to come and ruin my mood. and you did, real bad. i was trying to get rid of stinky farts out of my life, and you came, adding shit to it. i don't care what you have to say about me, that's sorta between us, but why drag my friends? you hate them alll you want but don't put them in the light of our problems. neither of us has the right to blame any of them for something they didn't do. none of us. why are you even messing with my head in the first place? am i really that entertaining? =.=" poor sashi, had to hear me blabber away.. sorry ka : ( i owe you one.
and my best friend. i think i owe you an apology. for whatever that i might have done that offended you. i don't know and i'm not sure but i feel like an idiot. so yeah, sorry :( i'm gonna keep my distance now, i can't bear losing you like i lost them. i really can't.
and the rest of the world. chill man. :) and you, please call. i hate to admit that yeap, you're right. maybe having someone who knows me inside out makes me feel insecure, but deep down i'm really glad there's someone who understands.
imma say yes to this :)
nyte folks!
