I pesonally believe if one is to be judged simply based on what she knows, how much she knows and why she knows things she shouldn't know, it's absurd. So what? Do I always have to explain myself? Just because i know what a girl shouldn't kknow, I become the most perverted girl you've known?
HYPOCRITES.
I don't even know who my real friends are anymore. They virtually dissapeared into thin air, leaving pain portions for me to take in. I am simply not capable of making decisions, not only for others but for myself as well. It hurts to know you are taking advantage of me, putting things into my mouth, breaking my only backup apart. They were there for me regardless what happened, and you're ruining it for me. It hurts to know in my face, you say one thing, and at the back of my head you say another. I admit, i was wrong, a hypocrite myself butI backed you up no matter what, because you actually mattered to me. Like, A LOT. All of you. If this is how things are gonna be though, I don't think i give a damn anymore, i tried and i obviously suck at it and I love you guys a lot, i really do, but then again, if you can't take me the way I am, okay, whatever. I think amazingly, i don't mind. It's not like i don't know how it's done ryte anot?
haha. :D
