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Ever since i got here, i sing like crazy. I do things i never thought i'd do. I'm extra hypersensitive. I've been called a whale, a ki siao and i'm in a group that makes me happy. We freakin' rock the class man, like secondary days. We laugh like there's no tommorow, and we're all muka tebal wan.. haha. We have haters but we couldn't care less, it's their own problem ain't it? I'm listening to all sorts of songs, chinese, tamil and even korean ( i never liked korean music) and ends up going leng chai and leng lui all the time. I can finally understand chinese and is in the process of brushing up my tamil. I've been insulted and felt extremely hurt but then again, forget and forgive. I met Kah Seng, super annoying and one of a kind. All my friends are one of a kind. I'm falling again and i hate it. I still feel insecure, afraid of people walking out on me. I love you guys, but i need time to develop trust. You hurt me, and the rest and i'm hoping that you see it. I have a family tree and i love it (although things went a lil wrong) :) I miss home. 4 people, I miss you. I like you. I appreciate you, a lot. I need you. I'm blabbering. I need to end this post.