Friday, May 14, 2010

i need to find you.


The thing is :
Someone once told me, a friend who sees their needs beyond your own are first to be regarded as friends who would walk out on you when you need them most. As cheesy as it may sound, i love her, i really do, but things change, people change, and i'm pretty bad at coping with change. She walked out on me, and maybe, things are not the same anymore.. i simply have nothing to say to you anymore.,i lost you in time, i lost you in hatred for the things you did, i lost you in our friendship, i lost you when i wasn't making enough effort to fix things, i lost you when i was selfish and i'm truly sorry.. but you'll always be my friend, and i'll always be there for you, no matter what, and thank you for everything. Maybe best friends don't last forever after all, but i'm glad we were once the impossible. <3