in between boredom and pure pizza and entertainment, i grew to learn a few things that i kinda figured i knew but never knew and then figured "wait, i DO know what this means." and then "maybe not."
1) friends will always come and go, even the ones whom you claim to be your best among the best friends will just walk out on you., and sadly, some of them do.
=> but the thing is, there are friends you can count on, especially, the ones you never expected to walk with when you're alone, and come comforting you when you're down when honestly you would have hoped for the one you thought you could count on., and they'll always come running, you're gonna start noticing how cute they look when they do. xD
2) my dad is right when he says when you're in trouble, it is your family that will stand by you, not your friends.. and if they do, you did a good job choosing your friends.
=> somehow, i never trusted anyone with my problems, not even my family, but little did i realise, my family meant the world to me, and we always stood by each other, in good times or in bad, and i felt safe whenever i was with my family. My friends means equally as much, and those who stood by me, listened to me., i owe them a teddy bear each for being the people i seek comfort in :)
3) i only have myself to confide in , and myself to trust.
=> i never trusted anyone a hundred percent, and i never will. It's sort of a defence thing i have for myself and i don't think I'll let my guard down so easily. As a matter of fact, i can't help but wonder of the possible things that could happen to me whenever i see a potential threat, it starts to annoy the people around me. For that, i blame my imagination ^.^
4) National Service is probably one of the most important events of my life. Without a doubt.
=> the first two days there, i cried like i was stuck in a war in Afghanistan and would do anything to come home INSTANTLY. i won't lie to anyone about that, and I'm proud to say i had the time of my life there. I had great friends, not perfect but fantastic experiences and lots, lots and lots of fun. and whadaya knw, i even got a Sabahan slang and became a huge fan of Sabahan songs :D
and this : kitak sayang kamek ( i love you) <= sarawak
5) Elvis Presley rocks :D
=> i've been so hooked on his songs, i actually go searching for his lyrics and using them in daily conversations.. and watch all his videos on youtube, and look for his movies online and going through my poster book for possible Elvis Presley posters. that bad, yeap.
6) Guys are sperm donors.
=> they could be mean forceful sperm donors or the ones who give it to you because you went to bed with him and would gladfully leave you when you made a baby with it. Although, most guys are cool , nice, loving fathers and brothers and boyfriends, I'm talking about the those who are not.
7) Some people would open their fat mouth and say we should stop global warming and then send out orders to cut those nice shady trees in the neighbourhood.
=> like they say, to handle yourself, use your head, to handle others use your heart. So, GO FIX YOUR HEAD and then talk trees .
8) i am indeed a unique-ette.
=> because, i am who i am, and i do what i have to do.
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